uhm~ recently i feemess l so bored, i just dunno sometimes wad i am thinking of.. last nyte, i spent my time almost just for online.. i know i'm not lonely, i just feel a little bit tired n sick of those kind of life.. why my xqul hv bcome like dis.. i dun like noon shift, sighh~ it makes my schedule bcome in a u know. DAMN!! fiiuhh~
my fwens said, myb i'm just lack of dat "some1".. huh ?? wads dat mean ? a part of my life mha ? i dun think so.. if i really need partner ryte nw, i'd surely feel it n look for it.. but i think i just lack of calmness, peace, something like dat ba.. n im a girl who cant let a feeling just go away dat evaa stayed in my heart, i've tried it laq, bud finally can let it go or wad a.. uhm~ lols..
GAMBATE VOR MY SELF ^^
nthg can beat yingying down de
n 1 more, i wanna tell some1, 1st i wanna say xowiee, i can say dis all by face 2 face,::
thx vor ur love, i appreciate it more than any1, REALLY..!!! u knew it, i neva deceive on my self.. i just cant accept it more, we'r not suitable in each other. not bcos of anything or extern factor,intern factor, u'r gud looking i'm sure, n d problem is i dun hv dat such kind of feeling as same as u,u know..dun b stubborn anymore pliss.. my heart's pain if see u like dis..
n u can find some1 who can really love you as deep as u r.. its not ur fault, it's mine.. i'm not deny dat u r a gud boy, i'm just cant love u.just cant.. i'm xowiiee,i've tried n persuaded my self to accept u, bud my heart didnt allow it..
at least, u tried to make me happy before, thx a lot.. i really cherish all of ur effort, u r a gud man, who deserve w/ a gud girl of course,.. n just like ppl said, " if u want me to b epii, plis just let ur hands go.." if we'r destinied to being each other's part, i've accepted u at once.. bud d fact, i .....
d point is "i wish u epii" n hope we can b a best fwen, just like 1st we met..
hope u understand,n i'm xowiie..
i didnt mean it..
i dun wanna hurt u..
i just want u 2 b my bestfwen..
d best dat i eva had..
HOPE U READ MY BLOG.....
