my condition ~ aww... | Wednesday, June 2, 2010
today quite meaningful~
cc erna taught me a lot,boud tax payment n so on~
i was listening carefully,n i got it :)
thx cc erna,u r so kind n patient ~
hm,but today i feel a bit uneasy~
hufft..wad d hell i'm thinking of
feel like hit something n throw it far far away from me
hm..boud him~
suddenly i feel kinda different,well~ dats not mean dat i'm changing,
i'm still yingying,his yingying of course~
i just feel a bit uneasy,am i jealous?my god !
i knew dat i shouldn't be like dis
i must learn how to be more understanding than usual i should be
n then.i tell myself "yingying, remember what did he say to u'' n then,i felt relieved ^^
dis is 1st time i learn how to comfort my self in dis situation ~
hm,actually i havent tell him yet boud my mood today,but i'm sure he can sense it ~
we still got many things to pass through together~
n bcos of dis reason,i will persevere :)
i didn't tell u not bcos i dun trust u,but bcos i wanna make a change.
a better change for me, n also a chance for me to learn how to be a mature girl ~
but hey you babee ! dun do it over n too much ye,my patience's limited, nananana~
babee~our promise... ^^
n boud play,i wont make u jealous , haha
i'm just pulling ur legs~
silly boy~
although i know u won't say anything ~
but i know wad u mean ^^
